Sometimes it’s the little things that make me question everything. And I’m not sure if I am crazy or just actually have real feeling for once in my life. And than I get mad at myself for being crazy which makes me even more mad because I never wanted to be that crazy girl. And than I’m making myself crazy trying to figure out if I’m crazy. And it just ends in me being upset but not wanting to talk about it because I don’t want to sound crazy. I don’t know though, maybe I am just crazy.
Listening to Christmas music to get me through the next 10 days of studying and finals until I can finally be home with ones I love and truly embrace the holiday. I might be one of the only people left who believes this time a year is still magical. Everything about it makes me happy. It is the time of year to make sure everyone knows how thankful you are to have them in your life. All the Christmas lights on a night and music about miracles and joy. When it snows at night and it falls silently to the ground and for couple minutes the world seems peaceful and untouched. How can anyone not be in love with this holiday?